my body is not who i am.
i am not this fuzzy little worm,
i am an elegant creature,
with fabulous golden wings,
you will see
my fuzzy body only sleeps in fairy dust
and grateful peace
while i become the glorious new me
when i wake,
i will lift my astonishing new wings
and my soul will fly
from flower to flower in the sunlight
and the old you, will see the new me,
and i will wink at you
and fly away
(c) 2020 BGeiger
nobody will ever love you like i do,
you fucking bitch.
you are worthless, stupid,
fat/skinny as the case may be,
and of course, ugly.
if you just hadn’t said/done that.
it’s your fault that i had to (you know).
if you have heard some version of this,
you are being abused.
wake up
you are not any of those things.
you do not deserve to live in fear
he is not worth this damage to your body and your mind.
listen to your brain, not his lies.
your ego has lost its way,
look for what is true.
abuse is a life-time lease on a condo in hell.
the only way out is to open the door,
put one foot in front of the other
and walk away
(c) 2020 BGeiger
dreaming out loud 